Am I the ugly duckling who will one day be seen as beautiful,
Or cursed to live hiding what I am?
Hating the mirror showing the lie,
I feel the tears as I begin to cry.
This thought becoming a cancer of the mind,
wishing I could be redesigned.
Would any truly believe or even try,
or had they been told too many lies.
I know what's inside me but I hide it,
certainly don't talk about it, but its there. Always.
But lately there are moments where I feel connected to something else,
And I can feel it straining at its prison I've built to keep others from know about its very existence.
It's like the façade is slipping,
revealin
Am I the ugly duckling who will one day be seen as beautiful,
Or cursed to live hiding what I am?
Hating the mirror showing the lie,
I feel the tears as I begin to cry.
This thought becoming a cancer of the mind,
wishing I could be redesigned.
Would any truly believe or even try,
or had they been told too many lies.
I know what's inside me but I hide it,
certainly don't talk about it, but its there. Always.
But lately there are moments where I feel connected to something else,
And I can feel it straining at its prison I've built to keep others from know about its very existence.
It's like the façade is slipping,
revealin
Current Residence: living with my shadow Favourite genre of music: techno and metal Favourite style of art: 3d digital Operating System: windows and linux soon MP3 player of choice: any that work Shell of choice: a pretty one Skin of choice: mine Favourite cartoon character: temari Personal Quote: Just kidding
ok so i know that it has been a loooooooooooong time since i've put anything new on here, but to assure those of you who dont see me watching you from my tree know that i is fine...... for the moment.
so for those of you who haven't herd, yes i have gotten engaged to a beautiful female (in order to not make the same mistakes as the cantaloupe incident of 84) and have since moved in together. i is very happy and she fills my life with joy. as such i don't have as much time tho do nothing but sit in front of my comp, well i take that back i still have that time i just choose to alot it differently now.
other awesome news is I'm in the proce
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im starting to feel that im not what i aper to be that somehow ive live my life as a lie. snd somewhere along the way i began to belive that lie, but now i feel as if the cloth that was thrown about my soul has ben torn away. i feer for myself, are these toughts and wishs normal and if so why is it that nobody speaks about it. and if not then why do i wish it so more then i wish to draw my next breath. i fear that if thoes that really knew me whould either shun me compleatly or the closeness that we had befor just wold not be the same. i know my dream will never come to fruiton for multipul reasons, and maby that is what gives a dream solid